Saturday, August 31, 2013
Friday, August 30, 2013
The Apostles by Tom Spoonts
This book came out of a Bible study I once did on the lives of the apostles. From my study for that class I decided to do more research on their lives. I discovered they preached the Gospel throughout the world of their times and died, most of them martyred for their belief in Jesus the Christ. I was compelled to put what I had learned into the pages of this book. It is the story of men who believed in something so strongly that they were willing to die for it.
I believe this book could be used effectively in Bible studies as a text book. I wrote it however, as an inspirational book to be read and savored to confirm our faith. --The Author
Editor’s Note: The book text contains the author’s research resources, as well as artwork to accompany the text.
I believe this to be an interesting study on fourteen of the apostles, (the twelve plus Matthias and Paul). This is not an exhaustive study as there are writers who have better qualifications than I, who have done studies on the subject of the twelve apostles. However, I know of none who have placed in one book the story of the lives of these fourteen apostles from where they were born to where they were buried.
The Bible lists other men as also being apostles, Barnabas (Acts 14:14), Andronicus and Junias (Romans 16:7) and the “70” (Luke 10:1). Jesus is also said to be an apostle (Hebrew 3:1). This book, however is concerned with only the fourteen mentioned in the paragraph above.
I have included what we know about them from scripture and then have added details of their lives from history and tradition. I think it is especially interesting to see what history tells us about their faith and dedication. I have tried to place in this one volume the lives of the apostles who were “men just like us” with hopes and fears, but who were men with a burning desire to serve the Master. Mostly, it is a collection of research of others made during 2,000 years of controversy and opinion. I do not intend to impose my views of tradition on the reader, but only to place facts and fiction together as a story of what was and what may have been.
I have tried to put my Bible knowledge, my research and the works of others into this volume so that the reader may find these various works in one place. I have taken what we know from Scripture on the lives of each of these spiritual men and added what writers of the first, second, and third century tell us from oral accounts which were passed from one generation to the next that I believe to have merit. Then I have added tales and tradition that I believe have much less veracity than history. I have tried to note that these are not facts, but in some cases fiction. Both tales and tradition have a tendency to grow with time and are questionable.
Nonetheless, the stories are fascinating and the fact that all the apostles but Judas spent their lives believing in what they were teaching to the point of death itself, is worth our consideration.
It is believed that only one apostle lived to be an old man and died a natural death.
Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia on the Internet says this about the word “apostle”: “The term apostle is derived from the New Testament Greek noun apostolos, meaning ‘one who is sent forth’ as a messenger in contrast to a disciple who is a ‘student’ who learns from a ‘teacher.’”
We know that Jesus appointed twelve special apostles during his ministry. After his resurrection on Pentecost they started preaching and spreading the Gospel. During their lifetime most travelled extensively and carried the Gospel to the ends of the known world. He had many disciples but only appointed twelve to be apostles to be “sent forth” after his resurrection as messengers to spread the Gospel, thus the term, “apostle.”
The Bible tells us very little about the lives of the apostles, but that is as it should be as the emphasis is on Jesus, the Son of God. We have to search history to find out more about what they did after their Master ascended into heaven and left the Gospel in their hands.
These are the twelve he called: Matthew10:1-8, He called his twelve disciples to him and gave them authority to drive out evil spirits and to heal every disease and sickness. These are the names of the twelve apostles: first, Simon (who is called Peter) and his brother Andrew; James son of Zebedee, and his brother John; Philip and Bartholomew; Thomas and Matthew the tax collector; James son of Alphaeus, and Thaddaeus; Simon the Zealot and Judas Iscariot, who betrayed him. These twelve Jesus sent out with the following instructions: “Do not go among the Gentiles or enter any town of the Samaritans. Go rather to the lost sheep of Israel. As you go, preach this message: ‘The kingdom of heaven is near.’ Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received, freely give.”
God sent his Son into the world to preach and teach the “lost sheep of Israel” (Hebrews). I’m sure God knew that the Jewish leaders would not listen to his message and that they would reject Jesus as the Messiah. It may be that he went to them first and repeatedly so they would have no excuse for not accepting Jesus as his Son. Acts 13:46, Then Paul and Barnabas answered them boldly: “We had to speak the word of God to you (Jews) first. Since you reject it and do not consider yourselves worthy of eternal life, we now turn to the Gentiles.”
We all learned the apostle’s names when we were children in Bible School, and probably memorized them. There was a little song we sang to remember their names. Do you remember the song? Can you name them?
James (the greater)
James (James the less)
Thaddaeus (Jude, Judas, Labbaeus)
Judas Iscariot (who betrayed Jesus)
Matthias (who took Judas’s place)
Then there was Paul (the apostle to the Gentiles)
THE APOSTLE PETER
He was the first apostle picked by Jesus. But did you know that in every instance of Peter being named in the New Testament that he is always named first? (Peter, James and John; Peter and Andrew, etc.)
What do we know about Peter from the Bible?
He was a native of Bethsaida: John 1:44, Philip, like Andrew and Peter, was from the town of Bethsaida.
His real name was Simon Peter: Matthew 4:18, As Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers; Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen.
He was the son of John (a common name, also called Jonah in the King James Version of the Bible): John 1:42, Jesus looked at him and said, “You are Simon son of John. You will be called Cephas” (which, when translated, is Peter).
He was the brother of Andrew: John 1:40, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, was one of the two who heard what John had said and who had followed Jesus.
Peter and his brother Andrew were fishermen: Mark 1:16, As Jesus walked beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen.
His was married: 1 Corinthians 9:5: Don’t we have the right to take a believing wife along with us, as do the other apostles and the Lord’s brothers and Cephas? (See John 1:42, Cephas when translated from Aramaic means Peter or “Rock.”)
He walked on water: Matthew 14:28-29, “Lord, if it’s you,” Peter replied, ‘tell me to come to you on the water.” “Come,” he said. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus.”
He performed miracles: Acts 3:6, Peter said, “Silver or gold I do not have, but what I have I give you. In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, walk.”
He was with Jesus at the transfiguration: Mark 9:5, Peter said to Jesus, “Rabbi, it is good for us to be here. Let us put up three shelters--one for you, one for Moses and one for Elijah.”
He was with Jesus in Gethsemane: Mark 14:32-33, “They went to a place called Gethsemane, and Jesus said to his disciples, “Sit here while I pray.” He took Peter, James and John along with him, and he began to be deeply distressed and troubled.
He was in Jesus’s inner circle (Peter, James and John)
He cut off the high priest servant’s ear: John 18:10, Then Simon Peter, who had a sword, drew it and struck the high priest’s servant, cutting off his right ear. (The servant's name was Malchus.)
He was one of the two apostles known to have carried a sword (see above). We are not sure who the other apostle was that carried a weapon, but at least two of them did. At the last supper Jesus said to them, “If you don't have a sword, sell your cloak and buy one.” And they answered, Luke 22:38 (RSV), “Look, Lord, here are two swords.” And he said to them, “That is enough.”
He denied Jesus three times at the high priest’s palace, John 13:38, Then Jesus answered, “Will you really lay down your life for me? I tell you the truth, before the rooster crows, you will disown me three times!”
After Peter denied Jesus three times he reaffirmed his love for Jesus three times at the last supper: John 21:15-17, When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you truly love me more than these?” “Yes, Lord,” he said, “you know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Feed my lambs.” Again Jesus said, “Simon son of John, do you truly love me?” He answered, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Take care of my sheep.” The third time he said to him, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me?” Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, “Do you love me?” He said, “Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you.” Jesus said, “Feed my sheep.”
In “Do you love me,” verses 15 &16, Jesus uses “agapan.” Peter answers in “philein,” two Greek words for “love.” “Agapan” expresses a higher type of devotion. Peter refuses to use it. The third time, in verse 17, Jesus comes down to Peter’s word, “philein.” Just a little word play!Jesus gave him the keys to the kingdom: Matt 16:19, “I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven; whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.”
He preached the first gospel sermon on Pentecost after the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus: Acts 2:14, “Then Peter stood up with the Eleven, raised his voice and addressed the crowd: ‘Fellow Jews and all of you who live in Jerusalem, let me explain this to you; listen carefully to what I say.’”
He wrote 1 & 2 Peter: 1 Peter 1:1, “Peter, an apostle of Jesus Christ, To God’s elect, strangers in the world, scattered throughout Pontus, Galatia, Cappadocia, Asia and Bithynia, . .” 2 Peter 1:1, “Simon Peter, a servant and apostle of Jesus Christ, to those who through the righteousness of our God and Savior Jesus Christ have received a faith as precious as ours.”
He was an elder in the church (probably in Rome as some believe he wrote 1 Peter from there): 1 Peter 5:1: To the elders among you, I appeal as a fellow elder.
I really identify with Peter. He was human; so impatient, so apt to do the wrong thing, so immature as a disciple. However after less than three years at the Master’s feet he became the “rock” that his very name signified, a mature Christian who teaches us by his example the way to become mature Christians.
In the book of 2 Peter penned by him and inspired by the Holy Spirit of God, in chapter one he tells us how to make “our calling an election sure” by blending certain good things together with our faith, 2 Peter 1:5-7: For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love.
Take a closer look at these verses. He starts by telling us that we must add to our “faith.” Now faith is basic and Peter is speaking to Christians whom he expects to have faith. Then he says to add to our faith “goodness,” for God is good. Then he says to add to goodness “knowledge,” for without knowledge (through the study of God’s word), we cannot know how to be good. Then he says to add to knowledge “self-control,” for without being able to control ourselves our knowledge is useless. And to self-control add “perseverance,” for without perseverance we can not wait for the answers to our prayers. And to perseverance add “godliness.” Now this word is a contraction of the words God-like-ness and if we are to become mature we must become more like God. And to godliness add “brotherly kindness,” for if we are not kind to our brother we have not learned to care for one another. And to brotherly kindness add “love,” for God is love.
Notice that the apostle Peter is not telling us to add to our faith, goodness and add to our faith knowledge and add to our faith self-control . . . He knows that maturing is an ongoing process and that we must add all these things to our lives. I believe a good way to add them is in the order he lists them. We should not be “like newborn babies, always needing milk.” We are to desire that milk so we may be able at some point to take on more hearty foods, “so that we may grow thereby,” 1 Peter 2:2, Like newborn babies, crave pure spiritual milk, so that by it you may grow up in your salvation.
In fact we know a lot about the apostle Peter from Bible accounts. You have probably also heard from history that he was put to death by Nero and that he requested being placed on his cross upside down as he felt unworthy to die as his Master did.
Jesus predicted Peter’s death in John 21:18-19: “I tell you the truth, when you were younger you dressed yourself and went where you wanted; but when you are old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go,” Jesus said this to indicate the kind of death by which Peter would glorify God.
It was Jesus who gave Simon the name Peter for we find in Mark 3:16, These are the twelve he appointed: Simon (to whom he gave the name Peter). As I mentioned before the Greek name “Peter” means “Rock.” I believe Jesus knew that Peter, who failed at nearly everything he attempted such as walking on water, denying his Lord three times, etc., would become a stable rock as an apostle. His life is an example of how a Christian must mature and become a “rock” in the kingdom of Christ.
We know that Petros was his Greek name and Cephas was his Aramaic name. (Both names meaning Peter) and was the new name given him by Jesus. We also know that before he was called Peter, his name was Simon for in Matt 4:18: As Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers; Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen. “Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will make you fishers of men.”
What does history and tradition tell us about Peter?
Tradition says that Peter along with Paul worshiped in the church at Rome and Peter may have served as an elder there (see page 13). He authored two books of our New Testament (1 & 2 Peter), and then met martyrdom in Rome as did Paul.
There is a book pretending to be the third epistle of Peter of which we know very little except that it was supposedly found with other old manuscripts among the ruins of an ancient city by a wandering Monk. It was a French copy presented by the Monk himself. It has little veracity.
There is another book written in Greek probably before the year 200 AD, The Acts of Peter, which was most likely written by a resident of Asia Minor as he knew little of Rome. It is a short book, about the length of the Gospel of Mark, however many words may be missing from the found documents.
Still another book, The Gospel of Peter, was supposedly written about the middle of the first century. If that is true, it would predate the other four Gospels. It contains the passion of Christ.
Yet another book, The Apocalypse of Peter, was found in a tomb at Cairo and may be a part of the Gospel of Peter mentioned above. (These writings are not to be construed as written by the Apostle Peter or as an accurate account of his life.)
Peter in Antioch:Later accounts expand on the brief biblical mention of his visit to Antioch. The Liber Pontificalis (ninth century) mentions Peter as having served as an elder of Antioch for seven years and having potentially left his family in the Greek city before his journey to Rome. It is possible he may have suspected his death in Rome and wanted to spare his family the spectacle of his crucifixion.
There are claims of direct blood lineage from Simon Peter among the old population of Antioch that existed in the first century and continues to exist today, notably by certain Semaan families of modern-day Syria and Lebanon. If this is so (we know from Scripture that he had a wife), 1 Corinthians 9:5 says, Don’t we have the right to take a believing wife along with us, as do the other apostles and the Lord’s brothers and Cephas? (Peter). Then, as a married man, he could have had children and now have living descendants there today.
Peter’s Death:In the Gospel of John, Jesus predicted the kind of death Peter would have. As we mentioned before: (John 21:18–19), When you are old you will stretch out your hands, and another will dress you and take you where you do not want to go. Jesus said this to indicate the kind of death by which Peter would glorify God.
The death of Peter is attested to by Tertullian at the end of the second century, and by Eusebius quoting Origen (see on page 9), in a book of Church History III.1. Origen says: Peter was crucified at Rome with his head downwards, as he himself had desired to suffer. This is why an upside down cross is generally accepted as a symbol of Peter who would not have considered himself worthy enough to die the same way as his Savior did.
History and tradition tell us that the twelve apostles (probably scattered by the oppression at Jerusalem) went into the entire known world at that time and preached the Gospel, establishing churches of Christ.
In this book about the apostles, we will look at what the Scriptures say about them and especially the writings of Luke who wrote Acts of the Apostles. John, himself an apostle, will give us insights into some of their lives in the Gospel of John. We will also examine some of the history found in ancient writings and some traditions of early Christians.
Tom Spoonts is a Christian teacher, missionary, and author. At age 87 he puts his knowledge and experience into writing Christian history, non-fiction and genealogy books. He retired as a transportation engineer to do self -supporting missionary work in foreign countries. His books may be found at: http://www.TomSpoontsBooks.weebly.com
Wednesday, August 28, 2013
Where's Zack, the summer reading quest at New Christian Books Online Magazine, is now available as an ebook. The interactive reading lesson centers around an adventurous 13-year-old, Zack, who first disappears in Lost in the Woods: A Bible Camp Mystery by Cheryl Rogers.
Zack is missing for 30 hours before being rescued by a helicopter as a hurricane approaches the Gulf Coast. Then he disappears AGAIN, this time on his family's summer vacation. Readers guess where after reading six articles about very real vacation places, along with six short stories about Zack in those places.
Where's Zack? A Reading Quest is available in multiple ereading formats including epub, mobi and pdf. It retails for 99 cents and can be purchased from the New Christian Books Online Store and other e-retail outlets. It is suitable for 10- to 14-year-olds -- or anyone who loves a mystery.
In Lost in the Woods, Zack attends Living Water Community Church, where he participates in the youth fellowship, The Boy's Den. When its leader, a former New York gang leader, plans a back-to-nature retreat, Zack is eager to join them. But the adventure is more than any of them bargained on, as they battle no-see-ums, a bout of food poisoning, and bad weather from the impending storm.
Rogers decided she wanted to become a writer as a child, although she didn't realize what she was supposed to write about until she came to know the Lord as an adult. After succumbing to a severe immune disorder, Environmental Illness, Rogers surrendered her life to God and was healed.
"It is my desire to encourage others to seek God early and stay connected to His Word," Rogers says. "I know the emptiness we can feel without having God in our lives -- even if we attend church and pray. So I hope to help others learn about the biblical path to salvation, and encourage them to surrender their lives to Him."
A former newspaper reporter, Rogers publishes New ChristianBooks Online Magazine to connect the readers and writers of Christian fiction and nonfiction for all age groups. It features new book announcements, excerpts, Bible-based living columns, digital book news and other features.
She has written a number of ebooks including Just Like Jonah Wail Tales, a short story collection featuring modern Jonahs; The I Can See Christian Storybook Treasury, a collection of stories aimed at defeating doubt about God as children grow; Fast Track to Victory, A Christian Guidebook, a 40-lesson, nondenominational devotions book teaching the Bible truths we need to truly love and forgive others; and Trees Walking, A Guide to Truly Loving and Forgiving Others and Ourselves, an ebook based on Mark 8: 22-26 and the author's personal experience.
Monday, August 26, 2013
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Sunday, August 25, 2013
The newest way to educate authors on marketing their books is being introduced by the John 3:16 Marketing Network. If you are a member, go to [private link, John 3:16 Members only] to get started. The first step is to fill in your name for the cell group in which you want to begin. If you are inexperienced at social networking, or if you are new to the network, I would recommend you start in the “Review Cell.”
The order of the groups will be the same for everyone, but where you start will be different:
· Special Activities (Facebook, Pinterest, Rafflecopter, HootSuite, Marketing Research and writing blog pieces for the John 3:16 Marketing Network Blog)
· Twitter (Will learn how to use Tweet Adder 4), Lorilyn Roberts will teach.
· Q&A and Mentoring – for Those Who Want to Excel at Marketing.
· Book Launch
· Prayer Cell
Let me give you an example of how this will work. If you start out in the “Twitter Cell,” the next cell (after four months) that you would rotate through would be “Q&A and Mentoring New Members.” Then you would go to “Reviewers,” followed by “Bloggers,” and “Special Activities.” Then your rotation would start over. During that rotation, if you wanted to do a “Book Launch,” you would rotate into that group for four months After those four months, you would return to your regular rotation.
After two rotations, or eight months, I will encourage people to rotate off and take a four-month sabbatical. This will work well if you have a major writing project going on or other things in your life that need to take priority, though none of these rotations should take a significant amount of time. You are doing these things anyway, and now you can learn how to do them more efficiently. That is why I came up with this, to train authors in how to become better at marketing. After you rotate through all the rotations, you will have a pretty good handle on marketing, and you will have developed many relationships along the way, which is very important for an author. As I have said in the past, writing is a solo journey, but you can’t effectively market your book without the help of others.
Each cell will have anywhere from 12 to 18 members. Your first responsibility in the network is to those people in your cell. For example, in four months, in the review group, you would be expected to review some of the books of the authors in your cell. I don’t want to say how many because it won’t be the same for everybody, but what you can do comfortably. Everyone has a different comfort level. Each cell will have a leader and a co-leader that will be responsible for the cell. The leader after four months will rotate off and into another cell. The leader will pick the co-leader, and when the leader rotates off, the co-leader will be the leader for the next four months, and he or she will pick a co-leader to lead the next four months when he or she rotates off. The leaders and co-leaders will spend eight months in a group instead of four months. The idea is to develop leadership skills within the network which will help you to be on the other side of helping authors—you always learn more when you lead, and everyone needs to learn how to be a leader.
We will not grow as a network unless we develop a leadership team. We are limited by my time and my own experience, and we can do much more if others step up and assume some of the responsibility. You can add this to your resume, and mostly, you can learn and grow and feel used by God.
Now, if some of you just don’t want to participate in the cells, you have two options. You can just be inactive, which means you are out of the loop on everything. Or you can pay a $5 membership fee which will be put back into the network for book launches and other benefits to members. For example, you want to host a book launch through the network, but you don’t want to rotate through all the cells – maybe you feel overwhelmed with other commitments right now. You can either start out with a four-month sabbatical, or you can pay a $5 a month membership fee. However, I would strongly discourage anyone to take a four-month sabbatical and then do a book launch. That is not a good way to build relationships in the network, and as I said, marketing is all about relationships.
As far as participation, after four months on the first rotation, if a member has not adequately participated, per the leader, then the leader will need to let me know so that I can talk with that member and see what the issue is so we can help him or her. We want you to be an active member. Otherwise, I have to ask, why did you join the John 3:16 Marketing Network?
You have an opportunity to learn a lot rotating through the cells, not just from me, but from others. You have an opportunity to give back. The biggest issue with the network right now is only a few people are participating. I truly believe it’s because people don’t have a job, or they don’t know what to do or how to do it. I can’t expect people to tweet for book launches if they aren’t on Twitter. I can’t expect people to host people on their blog if they don’t know how to upload stuff on their website. Recently I asked some people to host me – two people didn’t know how. Two people didn’t know how to open my document. Two people didn’t know how to upload pictures to their site. So here is an opportunity to spend four months and become a better blogger, for example. You will be responsible in the blogger group for hosting people in your cell on your blog.
Now, suppose someone in the “Blogger Cell” wants people in the “Twitter Cell” to twitter for him? It will work just a little differently, because you are in different cells. You will exchange “services.” For example, you would offer to host some in the “Twitter Cell” on your blog in exchange for them tweeting for you. That way you get crossover, and more help, and it’s not one person doing all the work. There is an exchange, and hopefully this will help everyone to get more involved.
Now, I will be first to say I haven’t worked out all the details. But we won’t start this until January. We have the next four months to get all of this worked out. Right now you are signing up for what cell you want to start in for JANUARY. If you would be willing to be a leader for a cell, let me know. I will be leading the "Twitter Cell," but the other cells are open for leaders.
“The Prayer Cell”: This is a non-rotating group—which means it’s a one-year commitment. The idea is you are committed to praying for the members in the network. I would love to see our once-a-month prayer meetings return. This would be a great opportunity for our pastors in the network, particularly if they don’t want to rotate through the other cells, but anyone can be in this group. Members of the network would direct their prayer requests here, and I hope that maybe we can have a once a month email with prayer requests and praises. Our connection here must be centered on Jesus Christ. That is what makes everything else possible.
Let me know if you have any questions. Make sure you go to [private link, John 3:16 Members only] and in the document put your name and email in the empty block underneath the cell you want to start in. Each person’s entry should be on a separate line. That way, I can easily go down the list and import those names into other documents. Again, if you have any questions, let Lorilyn Roberts know.
If you are interested in becoming a part of our dynamic marketing network, you can listen to Lorilyn Roberts on a CACC Spotlight at http://lorilynroberts.com/john_3_16_marketing_network.html
Friday, August 23, 2013
CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform (April 30, 2011)
Asha shivered despite the intense heat. Why had she never considered the brutal fact that she, too, might get caught? Stolen. Sold. Bartered over like one of the pieces of blood-dripping meat in this filthy market.
Someone was following her.
Back home she would not have noticed, but weeks in India had taught her to be wary. All the noise and clamor along the busy Kolkata street could not distract from the shadow that appeared, then retreated whenever she turned to find its source.
The person following her was not very good at the game of stealth. That fact, however, did not make the predator any less dangerous. Who was it? And why was she the target?
Slipping around the nearest corner, a whisper of wind teasing her shawl out behind her, Asha dodged a wandering goat, then turned quickly down an alley to the left hoping to lose whoever was on her trail.
She was already late. But better to make Rani wait than to put her in even more danger.
If that were possible.
Could there be any danger worse than what her friend had already experienced? Sixteen-year-old Rani had traveled to the city following the promise of a well-paying job only to find herself deceived, stripped of all freedom, stolen from all that gave her dignity or hope.
Stolen and sold. Asha could not stop her body from trembling.
She flattened a shaking hand against the wall. Edging forward inch by inch, she angled her head to glimpse around the corner without revealing her face.
Was he gone?
She desperately wanted to remain where she was, clinging to the remote feeling of safety that curled around her in the small, dark corner where she hid. But how could she stay, avoiding risk, knowing that doing so would abandon a friend to the evil of the night while she remained untouched?
Asha’s whole body cringed. What a bad choice of words to think.
Mark had warned her about this. Mark. Just the thought of his lean, contoured face, muscles tensed along his jaw as he tried to convince her to keep away from the very street she was now traveling, gave Asha a sharp pain near her heart.
She should have listened. Should have asked for his advice . . . his help.
Why had she been so stubborn?
“God, help me,” she whispered. Summoning all her courage, she stood and stepped back into the alley, casting a wary eye in all directions before continuing toward the rendezvous point.
Was that Rani waiting beside the mounds of colored spices for sale?
A sudden glimpse of a following shadow stopped Asha cold. Her heartbeat shot up and she broke out in a cold sweat. She had not lost her predator after all.
A quick, desperate look left and right revealed several narrow, shadowed pathways through shanties and market stalls.
Should she run, leaving Rani to think she had not come? Should she meet Rani and quickly tell her they should go separate ways? Surely the public arena of the open marketplace would protect them as they spoke.
However, Asha knew with certainty that once they separated the predator would follow Rani, forgetting about her.
Tears stung her eyes. She took a deep breath.
She would run.
Turning to the left, she quickly chose the closest path. Three steps would carry her, and hopefully the person following after her, into a different section of the market, away from Rani’s watchful eyes.
One step. Two. Asha took one glance back at her friend, her eyes full of regret, when Rani saw her. Rani’s eyes lit up in recognition. She smiled.
Asha’s spirit groaned in defeat. Now what could she do?
She could not keep the fear and confusion from her features. She could tell the moment Rani saw it, too. It was as if Rani’s face immediately transformed from a woman holding on to a shred of hope to a child terrified of the monsters under her bed.
I’m so sorry. Asha wanted to say it out loud but could not get her lips to move.
When the shadow came closer then stopped only a few feet away, she closed her eyes, wishing all of it away. Wishing she could go back to that morning and change the choices that had brought her here into this web of danger and fear.
No, she would have to go farther back than that. Before meeting Rani. Before meeting Mark. Even before her arrival in India.
She would have to go back six weeks ago, to the day of her flight. To the moments before she left home, when she kept an important truth from her parents. To the first time she decided it was okay to deceive in order to do good.
That first deceit had begun a pattern, a trail that had led her to this moment, this foolish choice to do things on her own without help.
A choice that might destroy her and the friend she wanted so desperately to help.
Waiting for the follower to approach, grab her, and possibly cart her off to a lifetime of slavery, Asha’s mind took her away from the marketplace and back, flashing scenes across her closed eyelids, rewinding through the choices she had made.
Back to the beginning.
To the day she left for India . . .
Kimberly Rae’s suspense/romance novels on international human trafficking and missions (Stolen Woman, Stolen Child, Stolen Future) are all Amazon bestsellers. Find out more at www.kimberlyrae.com